jump to navigation

Saturn opposite Uranus November 3, 2008

Posted by frostwolftfirerose in Mystical, Personal Journey.
Tags: , ,

Today, I just feel AWFUL.  Emotionally drained and wrung-out.  I know part of it is that tomorrow’s my 8th year anniversary of sobriety, and perhaps all this election kerfuffle is exaggerating those effects.  I just feel like I want to cry and cry and cry.  Just want to go home and crawl into bed.  But I have obligaitons, and I’m really rather displeased at the moment with . . . well, what’ve’ya got?

Ish-ish and triple espresso ish!

Wondering if we’ll be starting in on a bunch of civil disturbances in the next few days.  I don’t really know what’s going on with the majority of Americans, stoopid-‘Merkkkans and otherwise.  Part of me looks forward with eager curiosity, but I think today that I’m in touch with a part of me that is dying, and Kali is right on time to help me with that destruction process. 

Hekate is moving on from me for awhile.  Kali is now my visiting Western goddess, and I’m not sure whether one of my directional gods will change.  For the moment, I have Hermes (east), Hanuman (south), Ganesh (west) and Oxumare (north).  I need them all I think, though it might be better for me to bring in a different western energy for the time being.  Perhaps bring Ganesh up with the rainbow serpent androgynous Orisha in the North.  I don’t know.

In any case, I’m really feeling this little bit of awfulness, and there’s also the sobriety thing, the Sun approaching a square to my natal Mercury as well as a conjunction to my natal Neptune, and an opposition to my Ascendant.  Not in that order, mind you.  (Ascendant then Neptune, then Mercury, and then a week or so after that, natal Saturn!  Yippers all right!)

Not feeling it, right now.  Needless to say…


No comments yet — be the first.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: